Thursday, February 4, 2010


it's gonna be wild , it's gonna be great!!'s gonna be full of me"
dude, this is like Jesus singing it to you and when He's saying "full of me" it means full of everything He is..dang, like beauty and LIFE and adventure and craziness and PAINFUL moments but that birth AMAZING joy ! ahhh...that's so crazy.

HEY FRIENDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOSH I MISS YOU SOO MUCH. you seriously do not understand how painful it is being away from each one of you..
I'm going to start blogging sometimes again i have ALOT to share, so i'll start soon.. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH ! please know i'm available for speed dating on fridays and the second saturday of every month from 5-7 wait what ? yeh. I MEANT...please call me whenever, i miss the sound of your voices. and ANYTIME.

this song is so beautiful.

"Something keeps me awake, something outside is stirring
Through the dark and over the grass
The rabbits and snakes are concurring
They sing in the soil and bones rattle loud
They cry out as this they do see
Someone in those walls is suffering proud
For you are worth every ache within me

I don’t hear music, don’t hear anything
I see dirt, I see cement
What a troubled world it is when you’re outside arms length
It pulls out it’s teeth in dry irreverence

Come and find me on this floor
I am only a half, truth be told
Take away all the distance and say:
"my beloved, I’m here, and now you are whole"
If I turn and see your eyes in the dark I will know the blue in an instant
Never have they gone so far
Never has your face been distant
My life I will give you like a verse and a ring
I will be your only one
And what you ask of me will be yours until all is said and done

Your heart is a song that I hear Jesus sing
It comes over oceans to me
And the notes spell out messages in vibrant streams
And what’s written you show only me

But if you can’t close up all the gaps tonight
Put me to bed in your way
You see right through everything I am
For you my insides are displayed
Sing me to sleep my beautiful one
I will love only you for all time
Sing me to sleep my only one
With promises that you are all mine

Be still my heart, I hear your back cracking
It sounds like music to me
I see your face and I can hardly breath
It looks just like a song to me"

you're going to have hot husbands and wives.for real.

so i'll pop in every once and a while and post something. but-
YO I PEE PEE EVERY-DAY. FIRST IN THE MORNIN then on my way to work in the city cause that's where we get jiggy with our pee pee yall ( pee pee yall !)
...bursting into song. okay, I LOVE YOU.

And i know my hands are crimson, but i'm longing to be clean. in my mind i'm self emprisoned, but you set my heart free. and again my veins boil red, and again i abandon, again i betray. yet in your arms and in your heart forever i have stayed. Your glory illuminates my life, and no darkness will descend,for you have loved me forever, and your love will never end.

i'm going to get some strawberry ice cream, text winnie !
oh ! someone let me know who my celebrity look alike is, pees :D <3

1 comment:

  1. I MISS YOU SO MUCH :( and i loooooove you <33333

    We need to text more, please. Am I supposed to be receiving your package soon ? I'm rather excited. I hope you enjoyed your ice cream.